We ride our bikes a lot. Riding your bike a lot affords
you a lot of hours, days even months with only the space between your ears to entertain
you. It surprises us how much thinking we can do when we are not distracted by
work emails, mom’s emails, Facebook status updates, twitter posts and old
school music & TV. In a group of ten someone always seems to be hanging
around, yet we spread out over miles during the day. You can ride with someone,
but if you want to be alone it is only the push of a pedal away.
Right now many of us face internal tests of one kind or
another. I recently felt I was missing my life in Seattle, my friends, my
capoeira, my home. I have been living away from Austria for nearly 20 years but
I never felt homesick. When I told my mom that I miss her the other day she
said “Vell, but you get to see all zese zings zat other people never veell have
a chance to see”. Mom’s the wonderful word.
We all miss our Capoeira routines because we don’t have
the energy to ride and train. We did some rough riding recently – over tall mountains,
back into the pacific side heat, long days with heavy head winds. And we have been
on the road for nearly eight months. We feel physically exhausted. We miss
home. The desire to keep riding is not as strong as it used to be. After going
through eight countries, the newness of crossing borders is not as exciting as
it used to be. This side of Centro Americo is dry. The other side is wet.
The work we do can be challenging. What to shoot? When to
shoot? Is the light good right now? Often the sound is the deciding quality factor
of a recording. Funneling the tons of material through various processes to be categorized
and analyzed - hopefully, turning into stories at the end takes up much of our
time.
Group dynamics also create difficult situations. We are a
strange traveling bunch. You can not call it a democrazy, because in the end there
is only one person that makes decisions about the direction of this journey. So
it doesn’t happen that we fight over which ruins or city to visit or how long
to stay at a beach instead of pushing on. These decisions are usually not up
for discussion. It takes out a lot of potential conflict.
As a result, and because we all have a shared Capoeira
background we understand each other well, except for some cultural differences
that we usually resolve in the roda. However, no matter how well we understand
each other - “No, it is my turn to get the bed”, how much we disregard our own
opinions to follow our fearless leader - “Why did you not tell me that you
would turn here”, at times we make each other mad “What, you are still here?!?”
Sometimes we need to get a way. This, most of you would
agree, is completely normal. Spend 24/7 with a person for 8 months, throw in a
mélange of personalities and cultures… If you don’t try to beat each other over
the head every once in a while you are probably weirder than we are.
Today this made me think of cavewo/men. The closeness
amongst us and the absolute amount of time that we spend together make at least
me feel like I should be picking the lice out of someone’s fur. This is quite
the modern day approximation to a hunter gatherer life style. How would science
look at us? Would they make us fill out punch card type pages of questions, put
us into focus groups, check our pulse during stressful interactions? If you
follow the news loosely, it seems that in this beautiful brave new scientific
world new sub categories like Genetic Anthropology, explaining our past,
present and future sprout like mushrooms - the good kind. I am of course completely
jealous of this as back in my day you could mostly stare at monkeys or dig
around dusty bowls for bones ‘n shards if you were interested in unearthing
some of our deep human past. The diversity of research fields available today
is astounding. We are trying to understand your brain, the exact location of
your soul and everything in between.
The articles you can read in popular science magazines
make you think that Anthropologists have access to Stone Age GQ or Time
Magazine, they tell us today what the trends were back then. I once saw a
representation of an ancient vase. Beautiful, long-necked, had complicated
patterns. Like a woman you love. Next to it was the one (!) shard that had let
someone understand the entire design. But in reality, we have some rocks here,
a shard of a spear tip there, and a couple of wall paintings spread around a
few European caves. Shards, like the tops of icebergs.
From these measly evidential matters we presume to
discover why humans have language. Why we like to laugh. Why we invent things. Why
we cooperate, when evolution demands competition. And further mostest why we
didn’t just stay up in the damn tree happily munching on mangoes instead of
crawling down into cubes and boxes. Now we need to learn that happiness is
living in the now and that it us who have to be ok with any situation. When
your zen is centered the shittiest situation is paradise manifest. Michel
Foucault would have a field day with this internalized discipline thing.
Anyway, back to the cavewo/men. Even presuming that
anthropologists have added genetics, nucleus level microscopic examination and
unfrozen Mammoths and Ötzis to their arsenal we still need to ask how much of
this science comes from infusing the past with the present? Outside of geiko
commercials when is the last time you observed a hunter gatherer tribe? What
happened in that cave, when one tribe member just could not stand that dude smelling
like rotten eggs anymore? Did he learn how to cooperate? Did he take the other
guy’s cavegirl? Did he just punch him out? What happened?
So, dear Antropologia, when you write that article about the
necessity of cooperation do you experience cooperation in the close quarters of
a tribe? While you write of the past, that you have seen in the deep bones of
the earth do you know the joys of no escape from your family - ever. We are not
just speaking of your wife and kids, but also of drunken Uncle Jimmy who always
loses your car keys and Aunty Betsy with her three baby daddies. While you
speak to us of us, while you tell us why we need to desire the things that we
need do you have the pleasure of experiencing body odor problems or is it a
focused group that you observe? Have you lived this? This ancient that you
speak of. Your truth that makes us so.
Did you see the shard of a spear tip?
yea brother! great read!
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